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loooonggg time.... no post..but im bak!!!

2006-06-30T00:05:02Z

i havent been on this stupid journal in forever, becuz myspace seems to be the hot spot now...and honestly its wayyyy better, but since i kno barely nobody reads this its a good place to jus vent...and talk about random shit...

me and jay arent together anymore....were too different...and honestly i wouldnt have it any other way...im dating this guy steve...who is more amazing than anyone can even understand...he has straightened out my views on the changes that i need to make for myself...hes been where i was not too long ago.. and i think thats y hes my inspiration, and my backbone...hes amaaazzzinnngg....ahh!....im so happy where i am today in life...altho im close to losing the friends that i had that were there for me wen everything always came crashing down...i wish i wouldnt loose them..cuz they have helped me grow so much as a person that i dont kno wut i would do without them....dayum.that sux. weeellll, Steves amazing. Lies suck. And even tho i honestly love drama..i dont like it when it directly means im going to loose something...but all i can do is sit bak and hope for the best.

ill update later, cuz i gotta get ready for 2nite wit my wonderful boyfriend.

xoxo britni

wildpartechic66 @ 2005-11-28T01:45:00

2005-11-28T08:05:31Z

Middle of the night and it's getting so hard to breathe
You can't sleep, can't think, can't hardly dream
Do you fear what the world wants you to be?
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by
We'll find what we need in our lives
We'll find what we need in our lives

I spent a lifetime hoping it would come to me
Getting lost in the lies I believed
We're covered by a mask that we think is our sin
But never realizethat the truth is within
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by

And what are you hiding from?
Is it safe there inside your walls?
'Cause your chance is bound to come
If you're strong enough to live at all
We'll find what we need in our lives
We'll find we we need in our lives
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

wildpartechic66 @ 2005-10-18T08:00:00

2005-10-18T13:02:31Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY JAY!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

(MY OLD MAN)

wildpartechic66 @ 2004-10-01T04:05:00

2004-10-01T09:19:24Z

FRIENDZ ONLY!!!!!!!!

(discalaimer:no offense should be taken unless ur an untrustworthy sister of mine that has nothing better to do then snoop up on her sister 24/7 to find out all the "supposed" bad stuff shes been doin so u can run and tell mommy and daddy to get her in trouble... u think im stupid?!?!?....think again! stupid ass,ur nothing but a lying deceiving,coneving, bakstabing bitch who lies straight to my fukin face....to think for a second that i trusted u... makez me wana puke...advice from ur big sis...GET A FUKIN LIFE!!!!)

kindest regardz....britni!